9.19.2005

    Poetaster Hornbook: Nü-Gladness

for years (my entire life)
I've been obsessed w/ this shiny new chrome future

for me, writing is an act of vandalism against the state

poets are political assassins; slayers
of tradition, of cultural values
every letter a drop
of bureaucracy's lifeblood
stained on the page

I want to see mad
men will themselves
into fortune, fame, and power

because it reminds me of freedom

I want to hear tales of freedom
to see it reinacted in psychodrama,
that I might believe myself a free man
unabused
after a decade of pondering
pedantic paranoias,
speak bilious,
       blather billingsgate...
   spit; shadow as partner
in the footage, 24 feet per second

in madness I trust
for shelter, cloister:
neutercane rapes seashore
by moonbeam, full bright
    slow white
sleeping sickness
brought by mosquito bite
follow east line
to the western
            nile
    brain, swelling
    shelling out

one dollar
two dollar
three, oh fuckit here's twelve

    keep the bullshit



she had my blood in a vial
and would taste it from time
to time long gone

(what have we left behind?)

our memory,

    our song